I keep counting down the days until I can see sean again. I remember the longest I have gone without seeing sean was last year and that was two months or 87 days,so almost two months and a half.
Why does it seem so hard for me to deal with him being gone right now, I mean things are a little different and yes we are married but it seems harder then it was last time. Maybe because the last time he left, we werent married and I wasnt pregnant.
I can deal with him being gone,I know that I have to be strong about it and I know he will come back to see me,but I dont want to have to wait till April to see him again.
There are Wives or even Husbands that go a year with out seeing their spouses that are in the military,and my granmda was one of the,because my grandpa was in the air force and always gone.
But I seem to be a chicken when it comes to being away from people or my Husband.
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