Christmas was yesterday and I still feel lazy today because there is stuff I want to do and need to do but I feel as though I have no energy or any desire to do it.
So my mom called yesterday to wish a merry christmas to us all. It was the first time that I talked to her ever since I got married in september. I am hoping that she will be here for the birth of my daughter. Im hoping and then im not because I dont know if she will show up at all.
What annoys me is when people tell me that I shouldnt expect anything from her at all because she has hurt me in the past,so why should she come. I mean come on she is my mom I want to at least try,dont shoot down my ideas or my happiness of wanting too.
It rained a lot yesterday and the wind blew about 34 or more miles per hour. So our nicely decorated yard with stuff sticking into the ground like the glow butterfly on a stick,is now laying on the ground probally bent and broken.But at least to day is sunny so we dont have to worry about bundling ourselves up in hot clothes and we can just wear something comfortable. More like me wearing something comfortable,nothing ever fit me lately,until I got maternity clothes yesteday for christmas,so I will wear them today and test them out but I am sure they will be ok,I needed some clothes for my growing belly
We are going to town to day to go to the library and take jeffreys books back and I need to also take some stuff back too.
Well I have to go and get dressed now and do my hair hahah,just got out of the shower and if I dont do anything with it,it will turn into a fuzzy mop!
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