I have wanted to start trying to at least blog once a day ,every day. I have things to write,it is just how to get the words out of my head,and let me hands on the keyboard do the talking.
I know it isnt good to hold your anger frustrations and sadness inside,so im not going to try to do that anymore and if blogging can help me relieve my mind then I will. Because it seems to be a online journal,that I can share with my friends and they can know how I am feeling and they can give me some good advice.

I talked to sean today,he is doing good. He is going to his dads for christmas,who is my father in law.He left today from Fort Leonord Wood where he has been at to go to the airport and stay at one of their rooms for the night,so he can fly out to pennsylvania in the morning. He will be there from tommorow until January 2nd,and then he goes back to have more dental work done before he can fly out of the states. I hope that they dont make him wait to long to go over to korea,because I want and am hoping he will be here for the birth of our daugher Emma. But he has already been told that is had been confirmed that he will fly over. Maybe it he stays for a while at Fort Leonord Wood,he wont have go over there at all right now. I dont know,we will see.
It is great to hear his voice on the phone and text him when we get the chance. .He wishes he could be here for me and at home for christmas,instead of being so far away and it is making him sad. He could have been here,but he got a smallpox shot and that hindered him until january to see me because im pregnant ,But I know things will get better,it is good that he is getting to see his dad for christmas,instead of being stuck in som barracks.

We went to vegas today and that was a long drive down there and back. What I hate the most is when we have to go to the Veterans Affairs Mental Health Clinice,we go their because my grandpa needs to see a doctor,and that place creeps me out. The way that the other patients look at you. No I am not racist or prejudice,but I wish they would leave me ALONE!

I was really hungry by the time we had gotten done with the clinic stuff. We had dinner at olive garden and I think that was the most I have ever eaten their in all the times I have eaten at a olive garden,but it was good.

I think I am going to go to bed for the night, Im tired,my back and my sides hurt . Haha the joys of being pregnant.