Good morning to all. I can remember days when I would up this early at home doing nothing,because all I wanted to do was look outside and see the sunrise up. It isnt to light but not to dark,so this is a perfect time of day for me.

A few years ago and even last year I was sitting at school staring out the windows,wishing that I had freedom instead of being stuck behind these walls in which I thought were jail walls! I wanted to go outside and be free to roam around. You know how it looks when the season is starting to turn sunny and spring like. With the tree blooming and all the green coming in,and I wanted to do was run.

I have that freedom now. I stay home everyday from now on,because 1- I finished my school work at my school and 2- My baby will be arriving in 2 months.

I think today is going to be a good day then it was yesterday. I am hoping today will be a good day with me and I wont be crying or upset anymore.

We will see