Dazed

I find myself more and more dazed each day with things that preparing to come and things that are happening.
I don't sleep at night anymore. I don't know why. I can't fall asleep,something in my head is keeping me from enjoying nice dreams or feeling rested. It isn't the fact that my baby is kicking me all the time or sticking her feet out to where I can feel then if need be. But things on my mind that have me confused.

When I was younger I was the opposite. I would go to sleep early and wake up early and I was the only one that did this. When I first got pregnant I would sleep all the time. No matter what time it was of the day I was either in bed or on the couch trying to catch some z's. It changed a few months later on that when people in the morning were awake at 7 I would get up.

But now I go to bed late at night and wake up really early. Nights are my escape from the day to day things that have happened. I have time for myself to be alone in my room and just think. Watch tv and relax on my bed.
It's not because I feel alone. Yes I have that tendency to feel that way from time to time,but not constantly.

It may be because I just realized how much I miss sean now that is in korea,half way around the world away from me,and I worry about him and I want him to be safe.

I just don't know what is wrong with me.....