Monday, March 2, 2009



When people are in pain,they have that slight tendency to become moody, cranky and mean. Over the last week and half starting for me,I have woken up feeling like someone has taken a baseball bat to me in the middle of the night and enjoyed doing it. My once comfortable bed that I could sleep hours in has turned against me and started hating my body,making it hard for me to sleep,I don't find it enjoying anymore one bit. That and just being pregnant all together is what is doing it. So im cranky!


I guess when someone had said the miserable stage of pregnancy was indeed the miserable last agonizing stage,that they were not lying,although I bet some of us woman wish that someone should have. The stabbing pains in your hips and back when you roll over in the morning to get out of bed( If you get out of bed) makes me want to spit teeth. It must be from all the weight gain and the belly I have put on. But alas it is something that I must like all women in the world that choose to procreate,must deal with and suffer.

There are many great things that come from dealing with pain. You must think I am crazy to say this,but being in pain while your pregnant is a great thing too.It shows that someone worked hard to bring a little innocent and cute wonderful baby into this world.


There are times that I can say that I wish that I wasn't pregnant anymore,because I find the wait now to be insufferable or to long.I just want my baby here already! Having the waddle around the house walk while your hips are in pain,the endless sleep at night from turing over and finding that when you lay on your side,your baby isn't happy that mama is and decided to kick you and make you move,and when you do they do it again to the other side. But I wouldn't trade the feelings I am having in my body for anything in the world. My baby girl isn't even here yet and I love her with all my heart.




Its hard to describe how it is to be pregnant because each person is different when it comes to the 9 month wait.


For me being pregnant is the greatest thing in the world. When I was a little girl I would dream of the day when I would be carrying my first child, a little baby inside of me. I know what it feels like now. The changes in your body to come are tremendous and there are a lot of them. From finding out you are pregnant,to watching your body grow. Over almost the last 9 months of pregnancy I have become different. From knowing I was pregnant before I found out,the sickness I would have,just to even eat toast. Being really tired for no reason and moody,that if someone even said something to me that was negative I would cry and get upset.
But I prepared myself for what was to come. I would get so mad at the fact my pants stopped fitting me so I would have to wear them shut with a rubber band to keep them closed,eventually I got maternity pants and went from smalls to larges in the last 7 months. I thought I wouldn't have to worry about shirts right away and I didn't until the last few months,when even my maternity shirts that I wore all the time stopped fitting me too.

I watched my belly starting to slowly poke out around 15 weeks. It was so cute! I thought to myself,that is my little baby growing outwards. Feeling the first little nudges to now the big kicks she gives me because there isn't that much room anymore for her to have play time. She must be mad at mommy.

But I can say that even though I sometimes am miserable. It's worth the great experience.

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